Did I really wait this long to post a blog???? well, I can explain...
I won't go into too much detail because I'm still going through alot! In March, my husband left me. Yes, he did. wow, that is the first time I wrote that. Im not gonna really go into why he left because my heart is trying to heal and that will be a post for another day! but I will say that I have been devastated, destroyed and in extreme pain. but you know what I found out through all of this...God is still faithful and He hurts when we hurt. I also realized how strong my sisters and parents are. They have helped carry me through some of the darkest moments of my life. Their unconditional love is something amazing. I have another blog which is supposed to be my journey http://www.jessd25.wordpress.com/ and I wrote a great blog about my sisters' strength when I was at my weakest. My 2 amazing daughters have kept me going too. Probably the most. There were days when I thought I couldn't do it, I couldn't get out of bed. But I saw their faces and heard their sweet voices and I remembered my purpose. I'm so thankful and feel so undeserving at times. life is getting easier and like I said, my heart is starting to heal. Its just a day to day process.
So, I will post a couple of pics, but I will update on the girls next time! and it wont be months from now I promise!
